Pain

 

They say “Pain demanded to be felt”

But how can I move forward if I need to feel the pain

Yeah, but I understand

You need to feel it and then sooner or later detach yourself from it.

But why isn’t easy?

 Why do other people can easily move-on?

Forget the pain.

Or they just mask it out and keep the pain inside?

I ask myself, why do I need to feel this pain?

I didn’t do anything wrong.

That is too selfish because everyone felt different kind of pain

But I can’t help it, I just can’t

I’m not strong enough like other person

I am in the stage of questioning and reflecting.

Everytime I sleep, I remember everything vividly

As if it just happen today and it is something fresh

Everytime I tried starting to make a new life, the pain will haunts me

As if it will not leave my side

Maybe the only thing that is meant to be with me forever is pain

And it really ruins my system

God knows, I’m trying, I really do

But there are some things I don’t understand?

Why?

Why me?

This is just so painful.