Deathbed

 Love is something worth living

The warmth and comfort is refreshing

But why does destiny won't let us win?

I'm confused, as if our lovestory is a sin.

Everything is okay 

Not perfect, but we can endure each day

I am contented,  do not wish for more

Looking forward for our forevermore

But things happened, didn't go as plan

Maybe cupid does not want us, we're done

The moment I realize that you are sick

I found my self, numb; for a moment,  I felt weak

You are diagnosed with a cancer

The illness that is really torture

Imagining the things that you will endure

I guess, this battle,  we can't conquer

Eventhough at some point, I felt negative

I still cheer you up and stay positive

I remain strong and keep holding your hand

Because all this things, I surrender it with God

Never at certain point that I will leave you

Because I wan't to conquer everything with you

Battling cancer together is our motto

Can't wait for you to be okay and buy me some goto

But sometimes I want to give up

Those are the time when the pain of yours wasn't stop

Love, I hate to see you in pain

If I could just take it for you to feel okay again

I love how strong you are

You are the one who felt the scar

But you gave me so much positivity

Made me feel that life is worthy

We really don't know what this life has to offer

I am sad, that we just have to suffer

I just want a life that is simple

A life with you, so memorable

That moment you are in a life and death

I was so scared, I don't accept, I just can't

I can't help it, cried a bucket of tears

I was not ready being alone in the coming years

Change is inevitable as to death

Because as they say our life is set

But why does some people have to leave immediately

When the people they left are not yet ready?

I know death is not something we are all ready

But can you just please make the pain went easily

Can it be just wipe for a span of time

Because it really ruins the system of mine

Now, I know why I was hurt so much

Because I also love you so much

I did not know if I can move on

Because even if you are gone, I'm still holding on

Break-ups are painful

Those pain can't easily endure

But you know what is painful of them all?

Losing someone, you were not be able to see or call.

Now, if you have your love ones beside you, 

Always tell them the word I love you

Because we don't know what will happen tomorrow

If life will still be happy or make us feel sorrow

 I miss you so much, love

Never a day that I miss your kiss and touch

I hope you are okay up there, smiling

Because even I am struggling, I am still trying.

Guide me in everything I do, my angel

Be with me always, do as I tell

I love you with all my heart

In my collection, my favorite art

But for now, I will improve myself

Continue our plans, strive hard, self

Our goals that we establish for our future

I will try to keep it and nurture

I know someday pain will be set free

Maybe a year, two or three

If I could go back to those things again

Don't worry I'll choose, you are worth every pain.💓

Music:

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