Dear second lead man,
I wrote you this letter to show how I appreciate every gestures that you did. I don't know why on earth the lead will not always choose you. It's not your fault that they can't see your worth. It's not your fault that you are the second just because you came late at the picture. It's not your fault that they always choose the person they love from the beginning that whatever efforts you did it seems that they can't see it at all cause they are blinded by the love they gave to the person just as much as you are inlove to them. You did your best, you're very best. It is not the girls fault also, because we can't choose whom we love to. We just felt it in our heart and we also go and choose the person whom we want to spend our life with.
It just tears me apart knowing that you are silently battling the pain within you. You always show and give comfort to others while you yourself needed it to. You didn't let others know the sweet gestures and efforts that you did, you just silently loving the person. Some may calls it one-sided love but we can't deny the fact that you love the person wholeheartedly. You are waiting for the right timing to confess your feelings only to realize that it will not happen because she is not the right girl for you. You keep on thinking about the future only to see that at present you are not even part of her world the way you want it to be. You ended up pushing them to be with the person they love eventhough it will torn you into pieces. Some might think that you are a coward but you're not, never. You are one hella strong man. Others whispering to you and keep on telling that you should keep on fighting because you love the person but surrendering means loving also. You surrender not because your weak but because you don't want to complicate things and confused her. You know at the back of your mind that you did enough and fight for the love you have for her just so happens that she is not meant for you. I am proud of you for doing all those things. For making sure your girl stays happy even if you are not included in her happiness. The courage you have is something remarkable and I am hats-off with your actions.
I can't imagine things like this surely happens in real-life and if you are in this situation, I hope you manage to smile and still be happy. I hope you can find your true love whom you will shower all your love and accept in a way you want it to be. I wish you happiness and can move forward in that part of your life. Eventhough the love was not reciprocated, many people still love and adore you. Love is kinda scary because why do we need to meet a person whom we want to shower all the love we have but ended up not being together and got hurt in the end? Pain is part of loving and I hope that the lessons and experiences you had will not hinder you from loving again because love is a surreal feeling and I want to see you genuinely smile again with a woman beside you who completes the totality of you. I am praying for that time to come that you'll no longer the second but the first one to capture her heart. The first one she'll choose. The first one to comfort her. Her first in everything. You will cry not because you are hurt but because of too much joy that you feel at that moment. May you still have the courage to fight for what you love. You are not the best boy, you are the best man. 💖
-your ugly crying supporter
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