Regrets

We've been together as a couple

I love you because your kind and simple

You have so many suitor

Yet you choose me to be your lead actor

 

Our lovestory was pure happiness

We dont feel any sadness or dullness

I thought  thats okay, were okay

But I woke up feel nothing, one day

 

We always do common things

Sometimes  accused me of having flings

We always do the same in our dates

Sorry when sometimes I show up late

 

We've been together for a year

Is it a good sign, we need to cheer

You know how much I love you from the start

But why do I feel this, I;m tearing apart

 

You are such a conservative one

You dont want me to be your no. one

Me as a man, we have our own needs

I felt that you dont trust me, I bleed

 

Its not only about a man's need

You are so annoying, you care as if you planted me as your seed

Im okay, Im fine, I don't want those kind of treatment

I want to be alone, dont call me with those endearment

 

My friends says they dont like you as my girl

Theres so many fishes in the water, some playgirl

Dont stick with a girl who is just plain, they said

Those words cut me and left me unsaid

 

Yeah, I became cold to you

I dont know what happen, I just dont want to see you

I met girls in a bar, I have now flings

I forget about you, I fly as if I have wings

 

One day, I broke up with you

I feel that I dont deserve a girl like you

You are so shock, there are tears in you eyes

I felt guilty yet I cant apologize

 

 You keep on pleading on me

And said how true that you really love me

I said, I dont love you anymore

But you keep on holding on the promises of forevermore

 

I thought you would let go

I thought you are ready to move on

But you're still determined to win me back

Eventhough I make your heart crack

 

You became so clingy

I dont like it, sounds eeewiiee

You always checks where I'm up to

Despite the fact that I was hurting you

 

Regardless of what youve shown,

I dont like it, I'm still drown

Drown with the feeling that you haven't given to me

That others would give and its all free

 

Before im a mess, now I'm totally messed up

Dont know what to do, stuck with those stuff

I flirt a girl in front you, dont care about your feelings

I dont feek guilty that I know I'm hurting you, with those flings

 

After what I've done your still into me

I dont know if your desperate or you just love me

Can you just please stop what you are doing

Because now, you dont deserve me, I"m not your ending

 

One time, I tell you what I have to

The feelings that my heart was screaming into

I said, Can you just please stop?

You fell down as if your world was drop

 

I dont love you anymore, I said it again

But you still insisting can we start over again

I slapped with you the truth, really the truth

The truth that we will never be together, I know you're hurt.

 

Weeks passed, you never showed up

Maybe you get tired with me, I'm fucked up

But why do I feel this, I wanted to see you

Im totally insane, I dont know what to do.

 

I go home drunk and reckless

My life is down, now I'm helpless

I push you to the limit, and you go away

I can't blame you, I'm the one who runaway

 

Now that your gone, I realize your worth

I'm still love you, that's the truth

I want to hurt myself for doing those things

I lost and hurt you, my favorite thing

 

Now, I'm lost and no where to be find

I know how much I love you, I just hide

Because I'm so dumb, you don't deserve me

These hurt inside, its killing me.

Years have passed, I didn't hear news about you

Friends of mine says your okay, I'm happy for you

I'm really glad, that youve move on

I don't deserves those tears, but still I'm holding on

 

One time, I go to mall to unwind

I was surprised I saw you on the other side

I want to hug you kiss and talk

But I don't have the guts, I just stalk

 

I follow you all over the mall

My heart beats so fast, says it all

I'm not surprised that your with other guy

My heart broke, I lost the gold, how stupid am I?

 

I now see you happy and contented

With the guy who makes your heart melted

The one who complete you when I broke it

You are smiling with him, I hate it

 

I should be him

The one who holds your hand, my disclaim

I should be him

The one who kiss you under the night dim

 

It's too late, very late

I should be contented and wait

I deserve all these fucking tears

Deserve to be miserable for all the years

 

If I could turn back time

I wish you're still mine

The moment that I'm still your happiness

And not the one who give you sadness

 

Now I realize, what  I have done

Its too late, you're gone

I'm such a jerk, an idiot

I wish that you're happy both

 

For the guy, she love

Please treat her as your precious dove

Don't try to do what I have done to her

Because in the end your the one who will suffer

 

Treat her, as if your holding the diamond

In chocolate, she's the almond

Treat her, as your queen

Be with her always through thick and thin

 

She's so damn perfect

Don't cheat, don't wreck

Love her, as if your holding the world

That's the way to make her happy, dude

 

She got angry when you tease her

Kiss her cheeks, so she feel better

She loves to pray and go to mass

Always join her because it's a must

 

I don't have the right to say what you have to do

Because in the end, I didn't done it too

After all I'm the one who hurt her

I don't want you to do that, be better

 

For you, my girl I want to say sorry

Its too late yeah, but I'm sorry, Lory

Sorry for taking you for granted

Sorry because in our relationship I'm not contented

 

God knows, how much sorry I am

And how much I really love you, I am

Maybe we really just not destined for each other

You came in my life to make me better

 

I'm sorry, I don't fight you until the end

Sorry I'm a coward, This heart will mend

Thank you for everything, because of you I'm now a better person

You come in to my life and give me a reason

 

You are my lucky star

That makes me a better person at this far

You are my  lucky star

The one whom I wish beside me in the altar

 

You have big part here in my heart

No one can replace it nor tear that apart

Even if I will love someone,

I wont forget you my biggest fan, my no. one.

 

I'm a change man now

A successful man that makes anyone bow

When they ask how did I come this far?

I smile, and answered because of my lucky star.

Song: When I was your man by Bruno Mars

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekzHIouo8Q4