MY ARMY JOURNEY


I knew BTS even before this pandemic. I always saw them trending on twitter, watched some of their MV and I must say they are really good but I am not yet a fan. Word 'stan' is not yet in my vocabulary. I just casually listen to their songs because they are hype and appealing to the ear. That's it.

The first member I got to know is Kim Taehyung or more known as V. As I watched him on kdrama Hwarang, I fell in love in him. (Just so you know I really love watching kdramas)  He is so cute, lovely and his the type of guy you'll fall inlove with even at first sight, plus the fact that he can dance and sing oh myy that is superb. From that day on, I stan him. I watch most of his funny and cute videos. He is my ray of sunshine, he puts me on a good mood eventhough he doesn't know it. I know all army can attest to that. I even make his pictures a wallpaper hahahaha 🀣 (fangirl knows) It started way back 2018.

I thought, I would just love Taehyung alone, but as I search him on the internet his name will always be tag with his group, BTS. I've got to know other members even more. I get to know Jungkook who has a pretty face and Namjoon the leader of the group. The 4 other members I can't barely remember them since for me they do have the same faces (i'm sorry)

But I remember this one time, during my OJT, most of my girl students are fan of BTS and they what 8 or 9 years old and they know BTS more than I know them. They can sing the song that is mostly in korean which I guess they did not understand. During lunch time since we have a time, they always make "kwento" about BTS, they even bring some poster on school and they let me guess who are they. I only know is Taehyung since he is my ultimate crush. And they also tell me that after class they will stream BTS songs on youtube. They do it not just for bts but also to other kpop groups. At that point, I just can't understand, the hype for kpop group especially on BTS. I mean most of the students can't even memorize multiplication and now they want to memorize a song in a language they barely know. I just don't get the idea of that. Anyways, I must mind my own.

Years passed, I still love Taehyung and that will be forever. Hahaha 🀣❤️ I've got to hear their songs boy with luv and it is really catchy and easy to vibe with. Then this pandemic came, and most of the people are into social media including me. I once again saw some bts stans on FB,  Twitter, Tiktoks everywhere and I guess they are really following me. Everytime I open twitter trends, never a time that I won't see any trends that is not related to them. That is how influential and famous they are. 

Then Dynamite era came, since I stan V, I watch the MV and I did not just fell in love with the song but also to the members even more. I have this urge to get to know them more since I just felt the connection between them. (NK) I just love how they perform and how they are enjoying it and they are really having fun. I just caught myself smiling while watching them. I have this urge to get to know each one of them more. At that point, I've been having bad times and getting through something  and at that moment I feel like I am enlighted and they want me not to think of the problem and get chill for once because their song Dynamite really uplifts my mood. I am LSS of the song for a month already. I really can't express into words how BTS keep me sane during this pandemic. 

One of their latest video or appearance that I truly love is in NPR Music wherein they performed and sang Dynamite, as well as Save Me and Spring Day which also a good one. I just enjoy their performance as much as they enjoying it. At that point, I know that group is worth the stan. They deserve the hype given to them because they work hard for it and the amount of effort they are giving to make the army happy is something worth stanning. At that moment, I know I will stan this group. I made a research about them, familiarize their faces and I fell in love with them. I watched their videos,  the cute one, the serious one, their past music videos everything about them. I kinda regret that 7 years and not love them that early but I knew for a fact that I will love them forever.


As I watch and stan them,  I've got to know them more and I just want to share some of it to you. 

Rap Monster or Namjoon. He is the leader of the group. He is really good in English and his accent is really good. I just love how he man's up and protect the boys. His words of wisdom whenever he speak is worth stanning and it goes straight to my heart. He can pass as a president. He can win every heart just by using his words and intellectual mind and not to mention that he is also good at rap. 

Kim SeokJin or Jin. The worldwide handsome, well that is true. He really can pass as a kdrama lead actor. His face is so good as well as his voice. He is more like King SeokJin hehe. He is the hyung of the group but most of time he is not since he is playful one but he knows when to play to act like an adult one. 

Min Yoon-gi or Suga. The chinito and introvert one. As I watched videos of BTS, I mudt say he is much of an observer rather than a keen player but still he knows how to enjoy himself. You will often see him smile but when he does, it brightens one's mood. His gummy smile well that is so cute. His "singkit" eyes makes him much more cute that you might think that he is the youngest of them all. Inside of his most innocent and lovely face is the monster of his own. He really owns up the stage whenever he sang his rap part he really nailed it. He is really good.

Jung Hoseok/J-Hope or Hobi. One of the funniest of the boys and scaredy-cat hahahaha 🀣 I don't know if he drinks that much of coffee that he is easily got nervous and scared but his reactions will always be hilarious. I love also the uniqueness of his voice everytime he sings and rap. His smile and laugh is contagious because he always smile from ear to ear. His energy is a mood. He is really cute though. I love also his speeches he always got emotional because he really love army 
(anyways all of them love their army) 

Park Jimin. From the moment, I heard his voice, I fell inlove with it. I mean who wouldn't. That day, he sang a song, I search over the net to find out who he is. He has really a good and strong vocals and that is quite unique. He is also one of the fashionista for me, he is one of the best dresser. I love whenever he match his outfits with sunnies. He He is my bias wrecker. He brightens mood, whenever he cracks his joke that sometimes not funny at all just like J-Hope hehe πŸ˜† He loves to tease Namjoon and playful in his own way.

Taehyung or V. This part I will be biased hahaha cause why not he is my bias of them all. I love everything about him. His clumsiness, his cuteness, his duality, he can be a cute guy and a sexy one. He is really true to himself and won't mind other people he just do his thing and that is the kind of energy I want. His deep voice suits him well. I won't elaborate how massive I am inlove with this guy because this whole article would not be enough. I purple you, Taehyung.

Jeon Jungkook. The maknae, the one who has really good voice and a face at the same time. His is just too cute and handsome to be true. I love how he follow his hyungs and able to catch up with them. I really admire him and his good relationship to other members. I am fond of seeing his lutang moments especially with Taehyung.

BTS is so much more than of their music and videos.They are more than just their pretty faces. I would love to see them BTS (as in behind the scenes) Their cute, clumsy moments on and off the camera made them lovable for all the army. Their great sense of humor, their pereseverance makes me love them even more. Sometimes I just think of them as a typical "tropa" who loves to make fun with their friends. They truly treasure each other and the relationship they had is very raw and real. They compliment each other. They are different from one another and that completes them.They are more than friends, they are FAMILY. 

Aside from that,  I won't mind seeing them make mistakes on stage because I know it will be part of their performance. Their duality to be cute, clumsy, and hot and fierce at the same time is enough to stan them. They are really good at dancing that I can barely see flaws. They really put much effort in every performance they make. More than the good melody of the music is the lyrics and messsage they want to impart to every people in the world. Their music is superb. They go straight to our hearts. I know it is cringe but it is true. It is more than a music it is a gift, gift to let other people know themselves. 

Upon knowing their real story how they start, their pains and sufferings how to get the success they have right now, I must they deserve all the recognition they had and the success that will about to come. They started from the bottom now they are here. They were recognized and have the awards they truly deserve. They are worthy to be recognize all over the world. And of all those recognition, I must say that they remain humble and offer all the success to all the Army which is truly heart melting. I know I stan the right group. Borahae, OT7. Thank you also to BigHit for believing BTS. They are really worth it. 

BTS did not know how much they affect me as a person, and how happy I am everytime I watch their videos they made me forget me anxiety. I would like to waste my time watching them hehe. There is more of me and how fond I am to BTS that I want to share but I can't utter it through words since only my heart can feel it. And it pierced right through my heart. ( I guess you understand)  I won't forget how they made me feel. And I will cope up with those 7 years that I did not stan them. 

BTS never surrender about their dreams and keep on pursuing it to be where they are right now and now who am I to give up my dreams. The road will be rough but I will get through this. I know many things will about to come, especially to the BTS, more songs, more tour and concerts but I will be their with them. I know it is cliche since they didn’t know me at all but i will support them until the end. 

I will never forget this line from Namjoon 
(a non-verbatim one)

"I am using you, Army to be the best version of myself and I want you also to use us to be the better version of yourself." And I felt that. A give and take relationship. I felt the sincerity. Yes, BTS I will use you forever to be the better version myself. Even now, you really influenced me a lot. Your influence to me and to all army will be forever. Will protect you at all cost. I will be with you forever. Thank you so much, BTS πŸ’œ BORAHAE ALWAYS, MY OT7 πŸ’œπŸ’œ




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