#Friendzoned

 

Yeah. I'm just a friend, a BESTFRIEND

Always there for you to pretend

Pretend that I'm not falling for you

 But the truth is I'm madly and deeply inlove with you.

 

We've been together for so long

Friends, cousins, siblings we belong

Our parents are good friends way back college

And we also live in a same village.

 

I tease you most of the time

You got easily irritated and splash me wine

Eventhough your such a bipolar

In my sky your my brightest star

 

We grew up so fast

But our friendship last

We still have a good communication

And also we have a good relation

 

Our world's become bigger and wider

As we continue to grow faster

We gain new sets of friends

But still your my bestfriend

 

One time, there's a man who enter our world

He's a guy whose fine, firm and bold

He messed up what our friendship have

When you told me your both in love.

 

I was hurt. Really hurt.

When I heard the truth

Maybe because I'm not yet ready

For us to separate, I want us to steady

 

I don't know why I feel this

I just wanted to say, 'Don't leave me, please?'

I'm sorry for the bad times, my friend

I think our friendship was about to end

 

As the week's passed by, I weigh myself

Why do I feel this,want to hide in my bookshelf

Now I know, why I always like this

That I'm in love with you, the reason it is

 

I'm in love with my BESTFRIEND, yeah it's true

I want to say to you, out of the blue

But why of all people, why you?

I can't this heart of mine, still loves you though

 

I want to save our friendship

So I keep this secret for not to sink our ship

Eventhough it hurts when I saw you with him

It's perfectly fine, because I know you love him

 

You and him have a misunderstanding

So you go to me, ask advice while crying

I wipe your tears like a handkerchief

And wanted to give you back the heart that was stole by thief.

 

Its just ok and fine to me

To be a human tissue, a tissue

When you and your boyfriend have issue

But can I ask a favor, Please don't throw me?

 

If I were to choose, I don't want to see you cry

It hurts me a lot that makes me want to try

Try to say what my heart was up to

But I'm scared of you not saying 'I love you too'

 

So, I still keep it a secret

Loving my bestfriend, I don't regret

I wanted to know that I'm always here when you feel sad.

Eventhough, I'm not your happiness, I want to make you feel glad.

 

You are now okay

You said to me one day

So we're back to being stranger

The one who ease the pain when your not together.

 

You need me when your sad

Forget me when your glad

Its okay, I don't ask anything, my friend

I just wanted to know, 'Can we just still be bestfriends?'

 

Maybe I just born for this

My role in this world is to make you ease

Ease the pain, you've been through

I hate you seeing this, because I love you

 

I'm crazy, your crazy

Loving people will never be easy

You are crazy and madly in love with him

While me, I'm inlove with you, it's kind a dim

 

What if I say to you

What my heart keeps beating too

Would you allow to give me a chance

Or would you make us to go distance?

 

I don't want  to bother you with those questions, anyway?

Because what's the purpose, if your so happy in any way

I just want to say thank you for all the happy vibes

You still have a biggest part in my life.

 

I'm happy for the two of you

I don't lie, that's true

 I just wish you to be always happy

No more crying, that makes you ugly

 

If he hurt you again and again

I won't mind punch him, and leave him under the train

If I saw you hurting and crying

There's no other way, I will get you and leave him hanging

 

Maybe I just need to let go

What I feel to you, a cargo

Cargo that surpass my heart

You are my sweetest nightmare, my favorite part.

 

I don't want to runaway

But I need to do it that way

I don't want to leave you behind

But I guess I really just can't hide

 

It was not a goodbye

I'm your bestfriend, I won't lie

I just need to find myself

That was gone,when I loved you, You elf!

 

Someday, I will be in front of you

By those times, I don't have any feelings for you

I will introduce the girl beside me, that completes me

The one whom I truly love and really loves me

 

But if destiny is still playful

He made the two of us, fool

And we're really destined together

I won't mind ending up with you forever

 

As for now, I love you my friend

My siblings,my cousin, my bestfriend

Thank you for the memories we've shared together

It will stuck here in my heart, forever.

Song: Bestfriend by Jason Chen 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1F_8kp7l3_Y